Well I aint supposed to be home now, but oh well, shit happens sometimes, or maybe all the time for me. At one moment you can feel really excited and happy and then it just takes something to turn that excitement into utter disappointment. Cause like, you prepared for it, You cancelled other plans just for this night, and to have it stripped of you, its really sad. Its really damn sad considering that those friends who are going are your closest pals but oh well.
I aint angry, I am just disappointed. sad, and lonely.
anways guys, I hope you have a good time at debbie's without me, this is gonna be a real long and lonely night, while you guys have a good time partying and having a blast.
scram. I feel so empty now.
