Well I aint supposed to be home now, but oh well, shit happens sometimes, or maybe all the time for me. At one moment you can feel really excited and happy and then it just takes something to turn that excitement into utter disappointment. Cause like, you prepared for it, You cancelled other plans just for this night, and to have it stripped of you, its really sad. Its really damn sad considering that those friends who are going are your closest pals but oh well.
I aint angry, I am just disappointed. sad, and lonely.
anways guys, I hope you have a good time at debbie's without me, this is gonna be a real long and lonely night, while you guys have a good time partying and having a blast.
scram. I feel so empty now.
Thursday, March 13, 2008
I DONT WANNA BLOG ABOUT THE LAST 2 DAYS, CAUSE EVERYTHING I WANNA SAY IS IN ANG'S BLOG :D
BUT IT WAS A FUCKING GOOD NIGHT, DAWN!
THANKS EVERYONE!
Friday, March 07, 2008
Its over.
We lost to Kent Ridge in the semis. I cant believe it.
And if you asked all the other players, they would say, its the ref's fault. And I would bloody agree with them cause its really the effing ref's fault! that bloody bias bastard. The match was stalemate all the way until in the middle of extra time when we scored to take the lead in that crucial period. and then after that, in the last minute, the bloody Kent Ridge player dived in our penalty box. Our defender clearly got the ball. But the effing player dived and the Ref gave them a penalty. wtf sia! we were all damn shocked and pissed the ref's decison caused they equalised through that penalty. gahh. So it had to boil down to a penalty shootout to decide the match. 3 of the times when kent ridge took the penalty, Aaron guessed the correct side, which one of them he saved. and he was unlucky he didnt save the rest, cause he made brilliant decisions in his diving to save. One of our player missed the sudden death penalty and so they won. fuck. oh wells.
We lost, But one think that our team have that is passion. We lost not as individuals but as one team. And whenever one of us were down, we would always pick each other up and encourage. and this really shows that we are united as a team! after the match, we shed our tears together, we lost as a team. and thats what matters. So yes, we are not in a finals, its a huge disappointment, but we can take this loss as a lesson to make ourselves stronger in the nationals. We are one of the stronger teams and we have yet to show other teams what we are really made of. Lets manifest our skills and prove to everyone that we are at the top level. Kent Ridge were just lucky on that day, I dont think they'll make it far for nationals. And I swear, If we meet them in the nationals, We are gonna give them a thrashing they'll never forget. Come on Gabrielites. Lets forget about this and focus on nationals. We are good and we can go far. All out St Gabs!
Today, was the last day of school! whooohoooo! So school was kinda slack.
After school, Part of H utd when to j8! (: we had a picnic in the playground. haha.
We were goofing around like goofballs there, we tore newspapers and squashed them up into balls and kicked them around! haha.
Mike B had to go back home first so we waited for him. After that, we took bus 56 from bishan to head to suntec for the IT fair. All the electronic gadgets being sold at cheaper prices. whooohoo! too bad I didnt have money :/
The bus ride was fun! We all talked about the complicated mysteries of the world and supernatural and abour other random stuff. Really awesome! Should have more of these talks! (:
We walked hell alot around suntec and the IT fair until alot of us got so dizzy and exhausted. Ang bought a mouse and Mat bought a earpiece. While the rest just acted retarded especially mike and chua. LOL. And also until it got late. A few of them when back including me, while the rest had dinner. Took a train to Bishan where my dad picked me up and yeap home.
Today was Magnifico Guys!
Lets speak more Gibberish! LOL.
Ya RRRRRRIGHT!
Tmrw is flag day! remember the plan guys * insert evil laughter*
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Oh look at the time. you know what that means.
champions league football again! haha.
second legs in the round of 16. with arsenal and milan still stalemate. while manu are up by one goal. in the first half that is.
And speaking about football. We beat Queenstown sec 2-0! it wasnt really a crucial game. as we were alr through. But the match got quite heated up! lots of small fights which were uneccesary. 4 queenstown players got yellow cards including one stupid player who got a red card cause he lost his head and kicked the ball away as a decision got against him. really stupid. And the thing is, our team did not get any cards, cause we play smart and we dont lose our heads for nothing. Anyways, we dont care about that! we got more important fixtures to worry about than that stupid match. haha! like the semis which are coming up. most prolly against kent ridge sec whom we beat earlier in the 1st round qualification by the score of 3-0 so we would want to repeat that romp! (:
COME ON GUYS, ONE STEP CLOSER TO THE FINALS. I CAN FEEL IT, WE CAN FEEL IT.
Sunday, March 02, 2008
Today was quite a day!
Played at the cage today! Ryan's birthday party! what a way to celebrate it!
haha, it was imba man! It was really fun and tiring of course! But it was worth it all. (:
After the cage, had to cut the cake for the birthday boyy. so after all that, it was like nearly 10.00. so had a damn late dinner at Leisure Mall. haha, and Glenn was being a retard. haha.
Surin, Patiban and I were like talking cock too. haha. Then after that watched soccer at Ryan;s Club. SRC. At first, we were not allowed to enter cause Ryan was only a junior member. So we sneaked in from the back where there were no guards patroling that area. spot of luck there. haha. Some old uncles joined us too in making fun of other teams. damn funny. Arsenal managed to salvage a point right at the depth. They were really lucky as they did not perform up to their standards. And Man utd cruised to another victory.
After the matches. Cabbed with Ryan, Marvyn and Sambo. Dropped off at bishan and Ryan's dad fetched us. haha.
Today was really fun! Thanks Ryan for the party :D
And I am also happy, not for myself but for the team, that we made it through to the semis and the national championship. We really worked tremendously hard for this and it has payed off. (:
We have won 7 out of 7 now! thats quite a feat!
St Gabs Sec 2 Serangoon Gardens Sec 1
We scored two early goals. thats the killer blow we gave. and After that, we took it a bit easy. which resulted in a goal in the second half for the opponents. They came at us like steamrollers in the second half, but we worked together as a team to defend and thats what kept them trying and trying but not getting the equaliser. We just did not let them play the final ball. We have bonded as a team, on the field as well as off the field. All the way guys!
I just have that feeling that I let a few people down today, for one reason or another. I just have that feeling. Its peculiar, but its just there.
Its 2.30 in the morning. gonna K.O any minute now. ciao!
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal, for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see