BBBBBORING! Just this fugly one word describes what kind of day(s) I have or have been having. -.- I say this, cause I actually have the time to study. haha. oh well, maybe its just that I feel like studying and not that I have nothing else to do.
Tore a humungous hole in my pants in school thanks to some of my "horny"classmates. Assholes sia yall! haha! luckily the zip did not come off. okay... why I am ranting about this? :o
Apart from all that, things arent really going too smoothly. Not gonna elaborate though. I guess its only NOW that I realise how awful life can get. like seriously. Only now I realise that I cant trust everyone. Let them take control of me for a while, they take control of me for long term. They eat up my brain. In the end, I get all the shit. life's just like that for the moment. People just enjoy manupilating and then they expect certain individuals to put up a happy front in pleasing them like as if nothing has happened. Well if thats the case, I dont need alot of friends. I can just have the few best ones that will stick with you through ups and downs. People who pretend to be someone their not, they arent worth being friends. cause what they do is try and please someone by acting in a certain way and doing certain things. Why cant they just be themselves. Fuckedy fuck, I need to scream.
Omg I am seriously damn freaked out about eduardo's injury. just look at that. ,OUCH!, I cant imagine if I had that kind of injury. oh man! & I really feel so sorry for him. Though I am not an Arsenal supporter, I still respect him as a footballer and he really commits himself to arsenal and its really sad to see a player who gives so much for the club to get that kind of injury at this level. I mean he is still young and earning money and all that, but the thing that really hurts the most is not being able to play the beautiful game in a beautiful arena for over a year. the joy and passion of playing the beautiful game instantly gone because of one melicious tackle. Well I really hope he is alright and yes, HE WILL BE BACK.
Come on, come on Put your hands into the fire Explain, explain As I turn and meet the power This time, This time Turning white and senses dire Pull up, pull up From one extreme to another
From the summer to the spring From the mountain to the air From Samaritan to sin And it's waiting on the end
